[Verse 1]\nGod I don't wanna be alone\nBut you left me on my own\nBroke my momma to the bone\nTurned my daddy into stone\nYou Shattered this kids home\nAnd I was to young to be grown\nWell I guess I should've known\nIt takes pain to write this poem\nSleeves are where hearts get sewn\nTook 2 kings and left a throne \nWhat if I'm to weak to carry both\nWhat would they think if I don't \nThat thought haunts me like a ghost\nI live this life for me and my bros\nSo I party twice as hard as most \nSpread our love out like it's dope\nEven though my heart is broke\nAnd there's this lump inside my throat\n\n[Chorus]\nI just need you both to know \nGod might have left me on my own\nBut I've never ever been alone \nYour both with me every where I go\n\n[Verse 2]\nGod would you please tell\nIs Jacob up in heaven or in hell\nIf to see him I'm compeled \nShould I repent or just rebel\nIf I follow in his footsteps all is well\nPut two lines down on this shelf\nSwear He didn't do this all himself \nI'll take two doubles from the well\nDrink his and mine just to myself\nSo fuckin numb that I'm unwell \nIf people ask me I'm doin swell\nshould've picked you up if you fell\nYou laid there dying in that motel\nI had one job I'm so sorry that I failed\nGod do I work towards heaven or hell\nI promised next time I'd have the bail\nEven if my souls what I have to sell\n\n[Chorus]\nI just need you both to know \nGod might have left me on my own\nBut I've never ever been alone \nYour both with me every where I go\n\n[Verse 3]\nBen I loved you your whole life\nSwear I'll never forget that night \nOr that look in my dad's eyes \nThe way he was trembling with fright \nNever seen him scared never seen him cry\nI wish this was the last an only time\nSo many pieces of my family I would find\nCouldn't put them back together but I tried\nFelt so fucking helpless I could die \nBut I just could never make it right \nJacob whyd you only go for dimes\nI wish you toned down all your shine\nbut you couldn't help but burning bright\nit was a blessing just to be by your side\nI'll make it up to you I'll make it right \nUntil then too you both this is good bye\n\n[Chorus]\nI just need you both to know \nGod might have left me on my own\nbut I've never ever been alone \nyour both with me every where I go