Outro
Broke my heart, left me lonely, destroyed me, hardened to pieces.
Woke up this morning, broke my heart, I never saw it slide.
Coffee cold on the counter, your half-empty cup in the sink.
Sunlight cuts through curtains, light questions I can't blink.
The city haunts below me, toxic slides.
I heard thoughts, I paced the floor.
A lipstick stain on yesterday and your spider by the door.
Every street I walk remembers how we laughed, how we planned.
I trace the map of small betrayals with the ring still on my hand.
You left the room and left me lonely.
Shadows hung where love used to be.
I whisper to the dark, searching for the spot that used to live in me.
Where's my zonk? Where's my zonk?
A compass for the ruins, a way to find my ground.
Where's my zonk? Where's my zonk?
In the echo of you leaving, I'm calling out the sound.
We had a million smaller teas, Sunday songs and half-made plans.
You kept your promises in pockets full of lint in second hands.
The calendar still holds our birthdays, that ghost that won't depart.
Your name on every receipt, a breadcrumb trail across my heart.
I play our own mistakes like records, skip the lines where we belong.
The lights of late May night are blinking rhythms of our wrongs.
You left the room and left me lonely.
The photos can't hold a whole.
I gather up the sentences you left and stitch them to my soul.
Where's my zonk? Where's my zonk?
A compass for the ruins, a way to find my ground.
Where's my zonk? Where's my zonk?
Don't let me drown.
In the echo of you leaving, I'm calling out the sound.
Midnight paints the skyline with the ink of what you said.
I walk the places tied to us.
Our right bench, that crooked bed.
You destroyed me, tore every promise free.
Left the scenes undone.
I count the jagged moments where the daylight couldn't run.
Streetlight confession, my reflection won't believe.
All the small apologies we never learned to keep.
Where's my zonk? Where's my zonk?
A compass for the ruins, a way to find my ground.
Where's my zonk? Where's my zonk?
Where's my zonk?
Where's my zonk?
