But she needed love, I gave her mine, She found herself, left me behind.
Now I’m sittin’ when silence don’t lie, And my lungs are buried under ice.
Ice.
She want a king, but only when she fallin', Soon as she stand up, I'm the one she call a toxic.
Built her castle from the pain I been haulin', Now I'm left cold in the ruins of the promise.
Love me when I fix you, not when I'm broken, Want my strength, but don't ask what it's costin'.
Hard to find real when your love just a token, Heart full of smoke, but my words stay unspoken.
She want a man that can hold it all down, Till she feel brand new, then I get thrown out.
Told me I'm rare, but treated me cheap, Now she posing thirst traps with quotes too deep.
Hurt me in silence, smile to my face, Used to hold hands, now I walk with a space.
Tired of these roles, they want me to play, Lift them to heaven, then they float away.
Tell me be soft, then hate when I am, Tell me be strong, then leave when I can.
I ain't bitter, just broken and bruised, Still I stand, used goods, but never seen the pain.
I seen the pattern, but I still got caught, Love the flaws, she hate my call.
Said I was too geek when I spilled my past, She just wanted peace, not the man, but the last.
Held her at her worst, talked her through storms, She healed up quick, now I'm not what she wants.
Said I talk too real, made her feel exposed, But she vented every night, had my shirt soaked.
Told her I ain't perfect, just loyal in hair, Guess she liked the echo, not the man in the mirror.
Carried up pain, still here, mind the dark, She ran from mine, said I came out too sharp.
I ain't lyin' with love, I ain't post no pics, I just pulled up.
Held her down, took hits, gave space when she snapped.
Patience went cold, but the warmth I gave never made her folk.
Pace of life, might've seen no peace, She ran with nothing, feared what she might've left for me.
All of you just want talk, age like milk.
She found new hands while I drowned in guilt.
Taught her to stand, now she stomps on my chest.
Said you too much, now I just invest.
She want the love, not the mirror I bring.
Don't want truth, just a pawn with blame.
She was brokey, I knew what it was, But she used me up like a pill with a buzz.
Talked like queens, moved like ghosts.
Said you ain't soft and didn't know.
Told me I'm different, it left me slain.
Now I'm just silenced in a highlight game.
Wasn't fleshy, I'm sturdy and calm.
But she tread, yeah man, it's cause the guitar charm won't zoom.
Draw a sip, no, no, no.
Then take the NB to the power ensemble.
They caught up with this fuck and they shooting for the leg.
Cause in that sex tag, they stripped away this.
And it might've sucked.
She served a lot, didn't know a lot.
I bet the mind was my mind on your past.
I bet the mind's out on the fly.
She said I look to try.
Look through my eyes, say you're proud of my farce.
I bet the mind was awake.
It said she could listen inside my head.
Well, he signed a solid erase.
He's a whole hayfire propping the space.
Trying to disclose the buff of the gang.
Hennessy to Hadley, but listen to Wayne.
Feel like he's soft and the head to my head.
Look like he's strong and nothing to gain.
I have been feeling like he wrote you to do.
Still is slinking, dressed but never you.
Yeah.
