[Verse 1] You don’t ghost. You reply. That’s the problem. You don’t lie, you just tell the truth like it’s neutral, like it doesn’t wreck rooms. You say my name like it’s not loaded. Like it didn’t sit in your mouth for months after. [Pre-Chorus ] I wanted a reason. You gave me respect. I wanted to forget you. You made that complex. [Chorus ] I hate you because I love you too much. I hate you for not fucking it up. I hate you for not hating me. For leaving me nowhere to bleed. I hate your “take care”. I hate your calm voice. I hate that you never gave me a bad choice. [Verse 2] You didn’t promise forever. You didn’t say nothing. You stayed right in the middle and called it something. You left like an adult. No drama. No scene. Now I’m stuck explaining why I’m still not free. [Pre-Chorus ] I wanted a reason. You gave me respect. I wanted to forget you. You made that complex. [Chorus ] I hate you because I love you too much. I hate you for not fucking it up. I hate you for not hating me. For leaving me nowhere to bleed. I hate your “take care”. I hate your calm voice. I hate that you never gave me a bad choice. [Bridge , progressive] At first it’s nothing. Just your name in my head. Then it’s every silence where I hear what you never said. Then it’s my phone face down, like that helps at all. Then it’s 3 a.m. replaying you being normal. Then it’s anger. Finally. Then it’s gone. And I’m left with this — you didn’t break me. You just didn’t let me heal. [Final chorus] I hate you because I love you too much. I hate you for not fucking it up. I hate you for not hating me. For leaving me nowhere to bleed. I hate your “take care”. I hate your calm voice. I hate that you never gave me a bad choice. [Sad pop, loud, cry, female voice, vocal, female vocal, intense, progressive, beautiful]