She says she want more than this smoke and late nights
More than lips in silence lit by street lights, yeah
She call me pieces, I call her the past Told her I’m not ready, she still hoped it would last
We moved like lovers, but I held the line Said no titles, just time, but I saw it in her eyes
She wanted one for the name, I just wanted calm in the flame
Told her I don’t fall, while I held her close Told her no future, but she needed hope
I didn’t mean to play, I just wasn’t whole Still finding pieces in people who came and go
She gave me softness, I gave her smoke She gave me trust, I left her choked
We talked deep, but I kept my heart guarded She asked where this went, I told her where it started
She not the problem, just met me in transition Wanted love, but I was still on a mission
Now she drifts away, holding more than I gave While I sit here high, missing what I never claimed
No bad blood, just the weight I carry Of a woman I couldn’t keep, but she could’t have saved me
And now when I scroll, I see her smiling in peace And I wonder if I was a storm that gave her need to leave
Frill talk, that don’t fall I wouldn’t bat, it wouldn’t hurt you to leave
She don’t call me back, it′s me, hoeside She gave me tests, told me I′m retarded
She′s what I never got to rest She wasn′t present till I came with her
Took her death and ran back to what cut her chest Now she′s watching, not speaking
Snapped her like that′s keeping But I ain′t eating them leftovers
I′m feasting now, I′m not weeping She left me in echoes, but missed the sound
Of real love spoken, when no one′s around I used to thank her for staying
Now I thank me for not breaking She blocked me and blocked me
Watched from afar, while I lit my blunt under clearer stars
She said I ghosted, but she drew the lines In chalk, not ink, afraid of signs
Now I see her with them, still carrying bruises While I carry silence and no excuses
No drama, just closure and peace She lost me, trying to keep a leash
Then there′s her from no mask, no axe Just UPU, I get that back
Then ever since, no, no high vibe No pressure, just curses, no cape outside
Then there′s her from no mask, no axe She′s pushing, she UPU, and I take that back
That′s the me why I stay, not why I hide No pressure, just presence, no chase, just vibe
She ain′t asking who I was, she′s watching who I′m becoming
And for the first time, I ain′t running Might take her out, not to prove a thing
But just to show her peace, don′t always come with a ring
She out from scubbler, then tries to fix And she just whispers, what′s up?
And that′s let it flow, while I′m prepping the time
Deezer, it′s loose, awful thing to bespoke Me like you came from the scope, I won′t get you on
So I′m smoking the low, get shit to drop mic My mind, I′m smoking the folk
The hella bring up on my lady, can′t know that I′t
She really got you locked in at first, to the geist, yeah
See, but next, until I head into silent And you call it the short, what you know is shower, uh
You said I was looking at Tomac I just, it′s my life, so I′m still where I′ll at, yeah
Skies of choice to light, I′ll set my bitches off the fire when they poke
I′m the cop with a dose, and money round my eye
Holla, it′s violent, the process Violent, even swear, I′ll act in the rocks
