Hey there, Chattanooga, where the river swallows screams,
My heart's a rusted razor slicing through my worthless dreams,
Look, a mountain spitting on me from its heights, a cold disdain,
Whiskey's just a numb illusion drowning in this pointless pain,
And I can't sleep, thinking about the nothing that I am,
Jack Daniels claws, my insides raw tonight,
In this Tennessee void, of light.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes, I'm bleeding out my soul,
Chattanooga's burying me in this goddamn black hole,
And I miss you, and I miss you, you're the blade that carves me through,
Tennessee's for cutters, and I'm slashed and fucking blue.
In the haze of Northmoor Road, where the shadows choke the dawn,
A father turned the pistol on himself, his family long gone,
January's frozen grip, winter's merciless bite,
Gunshot echoed through the quiet, stealing breath into the night,
Cops found the barrel, warmed the chamber's final hollow roar,
His daughter's ghost beside him in the blood upon the floor,
And I can't breathe, choking on the ash inside my chest,
Tennessee River's begging me to sing,
Where the drowned forget to think.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes, I'm bleeding out my soul,
Chattanooga's burying me in this goddamn black hole,
And I miss you, and I miss you, you're the blade that carves me through,
Tennessee's for cutters, and I'm slashed and fucking blue.
On Oakwood Drive, August dawn, where the sirens wail too late,
A man with a pistol pressed to chest, sealing his wretched fate,
Self-inflicted thunder, summer's cruel decree,
Bullet tore his secrets out, leaving echoes of the plea,
Sirens came for saving, but the lead it claimed its toll,
Now his shadow stains the porch, another swallowed broken soul,
And I can't feel, just a husk of stain that won't erase,
Rise the only mercy left to chase,
In this grave I call my face.
Standing by the river, with the blade kissing faded skin,
Thinking about the voids we carved, the love that turned to sin,
And why so suddenly, did you leave this corpse to fester here?
Chattanooga's my tombstone, etched with all my disappear,
Nearly 50,000 souls a year, they fade into the black,
One more statistic, that if shot myself, everyone would forget,
I had three friends, dinos, bridge, and knife,
No reports, no families mourned, we're all numbers in the end.
In the dives on Cherry Street, I'm a spectre among the damned,
Echoes of Madame Alice, throat slit by her own hand,
November 93, in the shadows of her fall,
She carved her exit quiet, leaving nothing but the wall,
The Tennessee Aquarium's tanks, they mock my empty stare,
Fish swim in circles endless, like the hell I can't repair,
And I can't stand, the echo of my worthlessness expand,
Moon shines my eulogy tonight,
A toast to endless, starless night.
Back on Walnut Street, bridge where the wind howls through the rust,
A girl in 2010, burned out on the world's cold thrust,
She chose to drop the endless plunge, gravity her silent blade,
No note, no cry, just the river claiming what the fall had made,
Her body hit the water like a secret long suppressed,
Now we're ghostways with the cables joining me in this unrest,
And I can't walk that edge without the pull to talk,
Bourbons whisper in my turn,
In the void where bridges burn.
No God, no grave, just a drag, a dastardly meme,
I'm the punchline to a joke, the stain that won't unclaim,
I bleed it out, black it shut, let the silence take its claim,
Tennessee don't want me whole, it wants me both inflamed,
I've cut my wrist and blacked my eyes, I'm bleeding out my soul,
Chattanooga's burying me in this goddamn black hole,
And I miss you, and I miss you,
You're the blade that carves me through,
Cutting my wrist, I'm bleeding out myself,
Chattanooga's burying me in this goddamn black hole,
And I miss you, and I miss you,
You're the blade that carves me through,
Tennessee's for cutters, and I'm slashed and fucking blue,
Hey Chattanooga, choke my secrets in your silt,
I'm chasing voids with venom guilt, my only built-in tilt,
Tennessee's for cutters, with the legacy of rot,
And I miss you, and I miss you,
And the nothing that I've got,
Cut my wrist and blacked my eyes,