[Verse 1] That day my whole world turned to black and white. You never came home, I was all alone, it was my darkest night. I gave up all hope, you gave me the rope, I was ready to die. It was the worst, everything hurt, because I knew for months you had lied. I had a feeling, and my heart was right, you had already made up your mind, I went back through the chats, till August thirteenth you acted like we were fine. Sending me love and affection through text, I didnt expect, what would happen next, even before you left, your love didnt feel right. [Verse 2] Then came our last fight, you baited me, we both drank to much, but that's what you wanted, so you can paint me as the bad guy, thats when when you seen your perfect exit strategy arise. God placed his hand on my heart, When I started to cry, he showed me your betrayal, I didn't need to see with my eyes. He said it's okay child, I know that you tried, I said, I could have done better, he said, not with what you knew at the time. [Verse 3] I broke into pieces, I shattered like glass. Until I accepted the fact, that you're not coming back. So I picked myself up, threw all my fears in the trash. I know The Lord will protect us from the devil's attacks. God lives in my heart, between the space in the cracks. He showed me mercy when I wanted to crash. I said, Please Lord, pull me from the fire and ash! [Chorus ] He said, all you have to do is ask, for forgiveness and truly repent. I said how can I? After so much hate and a heart full of sin. Just trust me, he said, and let your healing begin. I'll rid you of pain, don't let it eat you alive. Let go of the beast, release the Man thats inside. [Bridge ] What a relief, when I dropped to my knees, surrendered to christ, and asked the holy spirit to cleanse me inside. He gave me the heart of a warrior with the mind of a saint. Now I'll feast with the kings, while you drink with the snakes. Just please still take care of yourself, I hope your next one is patient or else, you'll be right back in hell, with a whole new man in a shell. [Verse 4] Look inside yourself, it wasn't me that you hate, but You closed the door, so your heart could be saved. Which opened the door, for me to find faith. So I thank you for that and the memories we made, Beauty I'll love you, until the end of my days. [Outro ] I just pray, the Lord is keeping you safe, Live your new life loving his face, it will never be mine, thats how it must stay, because I ate all this pain and now I'm walking away. When the realization hits, your heart won't be ok. But I will still pray that I'll see you in heaven one day, you will make it, just stay out of the flames...