[Intro – soft, slow]
Yeah…
Nasty Godwyl…
This one for the nights I almost lost myself,
But I didn’t.
[Verse 1]
Late night glow from a screen on my face,
Heart beating fast in a quiet place,
Mind saying “stop,” but my body say “go,”
In a lonely room with a fake love show.
I got dreams bigger than this small desire,
Got a soul full of light, not built for the fire,
Mama’s prayers in the back of my mind,
Telling me, “Son, you were made to shine.”
I look in the mirror, don’t like what I see,
A king with a crown but he don’t feel free,
Every click feel like I’m losing a fight,
Trading my future for one more night.
[Pre-Chorus]
I hear my heart in the silence scream,
“You’re more than a moment, more than a scene,”
I wipe my tears, take a breath, stand tall,
I won’t let this habit be my fall.
[Chorus]
Nasty Godwyl— I’m stronger than the screen in front of me,
Stronger than the chains trying to shackle me,
I choose my purpose, I choose my dream,
I choose the man that I’m meant to be.
Nasty Godwyl— I’m breaking free, yeah, I’m breaking clean,
From the lies in the dark, from the fake love scenes,
I lift my head, I reclaim my light,
I’m stronger than the screen tonight.
[Verse 2]
Pain in my chest, got a hole in my soul,
Trying to fill it with something that don’t feel whole,
Scrolling through faces that don’t even care,
While my real-life blessings waiting right there.
I think about love, about family, home,
About being a man my future kids know,
About standing proud, not hiding my shame,
Not whispering secrets, not ducking my name.
I know this road, yeah, it leads to regret,
Leads to a life full of “I wish” and “I bet,”
So I drop my phone, put my knees on the floor,
Asking God for strength just a little more.
[Pre-Chorus]
I hear my heartbeat, it drum like war,
Saying, “You’re not weak, you’re built for more,”
I take one step, then another tonight,
Turning my back on the losing fight.
[Chorus]
Nasty Godwyl— I’m stronger than the screen in front of me,
Stronger than the chains trying to shackle me,
I choose my purpose, I choose my dream,
I choose the man that I’m meant to be.
Nasty Godwyl— I’m breaking free, yeah, I’m breaking clean,
From the lies in the dark, from the fake love scenes,
I lift my head, I reclaim my light,
I’m stronger than the screen tonight.
[Bridge – emotional, almost spoken]
I don’t need a body on a glowing page,
I need real love, I need real faith,
I need real joy, real peace in my mind,
Not a temporary high that waste my time.
I was made for more than a moment of thrill,
I was made to climb every mountain and hill,
So I breathe in hope, breathe out the pain,
I won’t let this cycle call my name.
[Final Chorus – powerful]
Nasty Godwyl— I’m stronger than the screen in front of me,
Stronger than the past that keeps haunting me,
I choose my future, I choose my way,
I choose my light over yesterday.
Nasty Godwyl— I’m rising up from the darkest scene,
From the broken nights and the in-between,
I stand in truth, I sta
