Verse 1 It’s late again, the ceiling knows my name I trace the cracks, they all look the same I laugh it off when they ask if I’m okay But my hands are shaking, I’m not okay I keep my faith folded up in my coat Pull it out when I’m cold, when I lose hope I talk to You like You’re down the hall But every prayer feels like it hits the wall Pre-Chorus (drums enter lightly) They say the dark makes the light feel real But I’m numb, I don’t know what to feel If You’re listening, don’t turn away I don’t need answers, just stay Chorus (full band, open chords) God, don’t leave me here alone I’m barely holding my backbone I’ve been strong for everyone else But I’m breaking when it’s just myself I’m still here, I don’t know why Still breathing through every lie If there’s a reason for this war I’m still knocking on Heaven’s door Verse 2 I wear my scars under denim and skin Smile wide, let the silence win They say “time heals,” but time just passed Left me holding onto the past I read Your words, but they feel far away Like postcards sent from a better place I want to believe You’re not ashamed Of how I’m losing this fight some days Pre-Chorus (bass moves, tension builds) If You won’t give more than I can take Then tell me why I’m about to break I don’t need proof, I just need You near Right now, right here Chorus (bigger, crash cymbals) God, don’t leave me here alone I’m barely holding my backbone I’ve been strong for everyone else But I’m breaking when it’s just myself I’m still here, I don’t know why Still breathing through every lie If there’s a reason for this war I’m still knocking on Heaven’s door Bridge (drop instruments → clean guitar + vocal) I don’t want to disappear I just want the pain to clear If You’re real, then hear my voice I’m still choosing, I’m still choice (drums swell back in) I’m not asking You to save my soul Just help me make it home Final Chorus (anthemic, layered vocals) God, if You hear me tonight Hold me together when I’m losing the fight I don’t need heaven, I need Your hand To help me stand I’m still here, that’s all I know Still fighting just to grow Even if I fall apart once more I’m still knocking on Heaven’s door Outro (instrumental swell, feedback fade) I’m still knocking… I’m still knocking…