đ¤ CHORUS
Iâm shadowboxinâ demons in the mirror again
They keep talkinâ like weâre enemies and never were friends
You try to fix me, but I ainât broken, stop with the meds
And you say Iâm insane, well, go ahead, say it again
âCause I been fightinâ with my mind since I opened my eyes
Got a riot in my head that I donât even disguise
Yeah, Iâm messed up, stressed up, but still I rise
You call it crazy â I just call it life
đ¤ VERSE 1
I wanted silence, but I married the mic
Told the voices, âPipe down,â now they blarinâ at night
Every lyric is a therapy session in disguise
I don't write bars â I exhume what's buried alive
Fame's a freak show â Iâm the headliner, main act
Didnât sign up for this circus, but I canât take it back
Now Iâm floatinâ like a ghost in a sold-out act
Tried to run from the spotlight, but it's glued to my tracks
Got a mind like a maze and Iâm lost in the loops
Every thought is a warzone, I walk in my boots
Like I asked for the storm, now Iâm stuck in the sleet
But Iâd rather be soaked than admit defeat
đ¤ CHORUS (REPEAT)
Iâm shadowboxinâ demons in the mirror again
They keep talkinâ like weâre enemies and never were friends
You try to fix me, but I ainât broken, stop with the meds
And you say Iâm insane, well, go ahead, say it again
âCause I been fightinâ with my mind since I opened my eyes
Got a riot in my head that I donât even disguise
Yeah, Iâm messed up, stressed up, but still I rise
You call it crazy â I just call it life
đ¤ VERSE 2
They say I need help, I say I need a beat
Let me vent before my mental turns to molten concrete
Iâve been pacing in my mind like Iâm stuck on repeat
But my painâs got rhythm â let it cook with heat
Iâm the poster boy for pain turned passion
Ink bleeds trauma, my pen is assassin
You see fame, I see chains that Iâm dragginâ
You see flash, I see past thatâs never passinâ
Tried therapy, tried prayer, tried stayinâ clean
But this beast inside thrives on dopamine
So I sit with my sins, toast 'em like fine wine
If I gotta live with this, then itâs gonâ rhyme
đ¤ BRIDGE (SPOKEN / WHISPERED)
I donât want your sympathy, just give me the stage
I turn breakdowns into bars, let âem bang in the cage
Yeah, I made peace with the parts of me you hate
So if Iâm nuts â great, I just cracked the gate
đ¤ FINAL CHORUS (BIG DROP)
Iâm shadowboxinâ demons in the mirror again
They keep talkinâ like weâre enemies and never were friends
You try to fix me, but I ainât broken, stop with the meds
And you say Iâm insane, well, go ahead, say it again
âCause I been fightinâ with my mind since I opened my eyes
Got a riot in my head that I donât even disguise
Yeah, Iâm messed up, stressed up, but still I rise
You call it crazy â I just call it life