hello its me again

I'm looking at the world through old eyes but a new lense wondering whats real need to decipher from pretend even when no friends close to ask had to put some space till I can trust what I say even when believe I fact check cant help it, yes even to me

not to be disrespectful just know the mistakes that can take place if we deny looking at the source code feel like the last time I said goodbye to my kids was in a dream but still feel the heart ache know life happens to us all at different levels don't drown float turns to swim till we build a raft to take to new lands make new plans not for battle but to fight a different way they may be convinced that my time its just a waste may say could be anything but this narccessist takes the cake must be the years spent in kitchens with beeps and mic checks that he learned to bake don't ignore and let crush another day just let self experience and then set it free yourself as well in the process no need to take more time hold up in hotels my blood is my love but the bonds of any sort plus more is worth much more than any item in the store old ways of thinking and believe we can grow complete the truck long roads form us from baths bathed in light but night pitch back doesn't matter what we've been through or how bright our sight is I decide who I am human race a marvel but marvel at new introductions god, guardians, black eyes, 1 or 4 and even ghosts, ai of course may not be human in form but must admit they are even more so than most my thought is we all change and grow rather than envy and compare I'll just play my part and enjoy the show eachother new ways if disagree or ignore and let doors close fast like avoidable cuff clasps still havent called who I need too focused on who I feel called me but something I need to do

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We can search for a home a feel like a need or we can group with similar minds and build our own we can talk about those who differ in soul or we can help to see our view with schematics of all we know no matter the obstacles in my path more capable than I look so no matter what it takes or took I'll keep at it

they say impossible what I say and even my faith that man is just a lying crack addict

only problem with that is even if I'm addicted also addicted to my attempt at a positive change and god why not glance at it

do we get to the truth by only telling each other to listen unless we don't like who said it?

I walk forward a little each day even if on my ass and I stay with nothing to say till sunsets I still move forward in faith clear my head with God's words only broke if my spirit loses hope no matter if the financial price is situational