Road block
Intro
The demons are coming backI tried to lock the door and do not turn back, but it's to late I'm starting to see the black
Well there you go you were right still the same old screw up, now when I walk past all of you I'm trying to not make you throw up
The depression has gotten worse, compression is rushing all over me I can not take it anymore
I try to open the bottle to drown them out, but they have hit full throttle taking all my methods away ay
(VERSE 1)
Maybe I should take a break, instead on waiting on the night to wake
Maybe I should make it all go away, so I wouldn't have to take it anymore
Maybe but I won't, I have friends and family, who need me but I can only bend so far till I break
The line I had made so long ago, people say I have a big ego
But what they don't know, is I use it to not let the demons show
And the Reaper is at my door, and I'm thinking maybe just let him in and make me lifeless on the floor
With blood running through my hands, maybe I shouldn't have let him
I..
I..
CHORUS (fast paced)
Depression back again, yeah, the reaper at the door
Pounding on my skull, saying I can’t take no more
Nowhere left to run, every exit feel closed
I’m shaking with the thought, but I’m gripping my soul
Door rattling hard, yeah, the night wanna win
I’m breathless in the dark but I’m still locked in
Even when my knees hit the floor and I’m done
I ain’t letting it take me I’m still holding on
Verse 2
All the memories fading, people's faces shading
I can't lose them, they helped me lose the demons the first time
Maybe I need to press rewind, go back in time and get me back in line
But do I have the power to fight, thats the question I don't know (KNOW)
The power I have in my bones, it's getting to the point I am seeing two different tones
My fam wanting me to get tested, but what the don't understand is if rather get arrested
For all the shit I've done before, so all I need is an open door
But I can't see no more…
I'm fading away very slowly I can't show..
All the pain in my chest it hurts…
CHORUS (fast-paced)
Running out of hope, yeah, the light getting low
Heart racing nonstop, feel it crack in my bones
Two voices in my head, different pitch, different tones
I’m lost in the static, trapped deep in these zones
No exits, no signs, every road feel closed
Chest tight, can’t breathe, yeah it hurts when it goes
I’m fading in the dark, tryna keep myself whole
On the edge of the night, but I’m still holding on, though
Verse 3
Skeletons haunting my past, I can't take the rest
But for my girl and fam and friends, I have to keep fighting for them
The only reasons I'm still here, is bcuz of them
Even though I feel like they, would be better off without me
But I know that ain't the case, so keep fighting you can't get the dog out of this chase
Even if I have to lace so many chemicals, I'm going clinical
Outro
Skeletons still whisper but I won’t let ‘em decide,
I been bent, I,
