[Intro – whispered over a melancholic piano loop]
Yeah...
Mockingbirds don’t cry, they just sing through the pain...
But I ain’t a bird, and I ain’t okay…
Yeah…
This song is dedicated to my homies and everyone that supported me, 29 followers on SoundCloud?... Damn This song is based off how I feel and please listen to it with a open mind…
DJ DeSaad play the beat!
[Verse 1 – Fast Flow]
I remember you like sunlight trapped in glass,
A significant part of my shattered past,
Cherished moments, now memories dash,
Flames of a love that burned too fast.
Deeply loved, yeah, I said it with pride,
But love ain't armor when your souls collide,
You were once-in-a-lifetime, lightning inside,
Now I’m standin' in storms where the echoes reside.
You were my treasure, my shelter, my spark,
Now I’m lost in the silence, alone in the dark,
Your laugh was a compass, now I'm off-mark,
Tryna rewrite fate like I’m sketchin' on bark.
Unforgettable like a scar with a voice,
You ain’t here but you still shape my choice,
Missed like breath in a vacuumed void,
Still hear your name and I get destroyed.
[Hook – Melodic Rap, Slowed Slightly]
Mockingbirds sing, even when they break,
Carrying pain in every note they make.
You were a chapter I’ll always revisit,
A love that remains, yeah, I still admit it.
You hold a place I can’t erase from my heart,
Even though life pulled us oceans apart.
I’m not ashamed of the tears that fall,
'Cause loving you once meant I gave it all.
[Verse 2 – Faster, Chopper Flow]
Took a hiatus from feelin', now I'm back in this mess,
Thought I healed, but you haunt me, I confess,
Tried to move on, now I'm stuck with regrets,
You were heaven-sent pain in a red silk dress.
Every word you spoke, I replay in loops,
You were more than a muse, you were life in truth.
Every time I fall back, I see our youth,
In a world of lies, you were proof.
A difficult goodbye left my soul cracked,
Still feel your touch where the warmth lacks.
Time moves on but I’m pullin’ it back,
Tryna find peace in a memory track.
You were someone I’ll always care for,
Not a fling, nah, you were so much more.
Now I’m walkin’ through the ruins of the war,
With a once full heart now torn at the core.
[Bridge – Spoken Word Under Strings]
And maybe I was wrong.
Maybe I pushed you when I should’ve pulled you closer.
Maybe I mistook fear for pride.
But I never stopped treasuring the moments.
Never stopped hearing you in the silence.
[Verse 3 – Emotional Speed Run + Personal Verse]
This is humility wrapped in pain,
Admitting the cracks, not hidin' the stains,
I was wrong, I was blind in my lane,
Now I sip on guilt like it's aged champagne.
Accountable now, every tear I bled,
Every silent night, every word unsaid.
Your name's engraved where angels tread,
And I’d take it all back just to feel you instead.
A love that was pure, unfiltered and raw,
But I let it slip like sand from the claw.
Now all that remains is a personal flaw,
And a ghost of a girl I still
