yeah…
didn’t think a game would change everything
started on roblox, just another night
random little message but the vibe felt right
now we talking all the time, every chance we get
crazy how a game led to this, i bet
you so kind and sweet every time we speak
got my heart racing like every week
you write songs for me, say i’m really pretty
got me smiling big even in my city
you light up my day when you text me
saying that i’m pretty, yeah it gets to me
i be trying not to smile but i can’t pretend
every little message got me happy again
when my phone lights up and i see your name
i look around quick like i’m hiding a flame
butterflies hitting every time we talk
smiling to myself while i’m walking the halls
you got me laughing through my phone screen bright
thinking ’bout your messages late at night
never thought a game could lead me to you
now everything about this just feels so true and waiting for you to come home you walk through that door grab my waist u bring me to the bedroom throw me on the bed and start kissing my neck and down then u flirting with me and grabing my thighs tight
netflix chill cuddling and making out and us in bed doing things that we will like
i'm struggling right now about my dad being in prison untill i'm 18 and not seeing my step mom untill i'm 20 and mom telling me i can't see my dad untill i'm 18 and forever and not be able to see my brother that passed in 2018 and not be able to see my other brother that has a kid and my dad tells my brother that my moms a piece of shit my dad tells me stuff that can happen and talks about my mom and says she its her fault that my brother passed away in 2018 when he was 12 and i was 7 and i never got to see him ever not be able to have a good birthday this year because my dad,friends,myself, family can't get presents from my dad cuz i can't tell him we're i live and i hate when the court says that i can't see me own dad and makes me cry. every time i talk to my dad on mondays,wednesdays, and sundays from 7:00 to 7:30 p.m while i try not to cry and end up crying cuz i miss him. my dad sings to me when i sad and hugs me too
i've been through rough shit and still am and i cry every night for years and my parent been fighting for 14 years in a row and still are and my mom getting jrunk now and having to miss softball this year and my dad no able to come to after and daughter dance and my graduation and getting kicked out from my old house from my dad,step mom, and my whole dad's side of his family leaving everything behind and the owner says the house is a mess and telling my mom we didn't leave anything there and leaving my animals there too and my mom calling the cops on me for hitting her and calling me a bitch,piece of shit, decrasful daughter, an asshole, and i tell her she's a piece of shit and a bitch and the worse mother i ever had and my mom almost getting hit by a car that was my stepmother and my stepmother running over the christmas presents in a box
i'm still standing in the wreckage of the floor
wondering why i'm not enough for anyone anymore
they call me names, they kick me out
but you're the one i'm thinking about
even when the presents get crushed by the car
even when i'm crying and my heart has a scar
when my phone lights up and i see your name
i look around quick like i’m hiding a flame
butterflies hitting every time we talk
smiling to myself while i’m walking the halls
you got me laughing through my phone screen bright
thinking ’bout your messages late at night
never thought a game could lead me to you
now everything about this just feels so true and waiting for you to come home you walk through that door grab my waist u bring me to the bedroom throw me on the bed and start kissing my neck and down then u flirting with me and grabing my thighs tight
netflix chill cuddling and making out and us in bed doing things that we will like
yeah... it all started with a game.