Part A — Original Lyrics (verbatim):
I was 9, I saw her.
High school, I saw her.
but then I ran away.
but I love it.
I love it when I get money
I love it when I get love.
I love it when you come.
I love it when you call.
but everything is ending.
I want to go back. my memories is blur.
I am broken. I am sad.
I don't know what to do anymore.
it feels like someone is playing with my fate.
but I love it.
I love it when I get money
I love it when I get love.
I love it when you come.
I love it when you call.
but everything is ending.
I wanted her.
I loved her.
but I didn't know that I do.
I was never told what it was
I was never told how to say it.
I was scared. but time crushed it all.
I am garbage now.
I am done now.
I want to end it.
no money. no problem.
no love. no problem.
but I love it.
I love it when I get money
I love it when I get love.
I love it when you come.
I love it when you call.
but everything is ending.
Part B — Polished & Arranged Lo‑Fi Version (suggested performance):
[Verse 1]
I was nine — I saw her light,
High school halls, a secret night.
I felt the pull, I looked away,
A small boy learning how to sway.
[Pre‑Chorus]
But I love it — when the world gives in,
Money, love, the little sins.
I love it — when you cross the door,
I love it — when you call for more.
[Chorus]
I love when you call, I love when you stay,
I love when the silence turns to a sway.
I love when money finds my palm,
I love when love keeps me calm.
But everything’s ending — drifting like sand,
Still I reach with my open hand.
[Verse 2]
My memories blur like Polaroid rain,
Broken pieces spell out my name.
Fate plays cruel, I lose the game,
I’m learning how to carry the blame.
[Pre‑Chorus]
But I love it — the flash, the ache,
The tiny wins before they break.
I love it — your footsteps in the hall,
I love it — the echoes when you call.
[Chorus]
I love when you call, I love when you stay,
I love when the quiet finds its way.
I love when money folds into dreams,
I love when love softens the seams.
But everything’s ending — the nights feel long,
Still I hum my battered song.
[Bridge]
I wanted her, I loved her true,
Didn’t know how to say “I do.”
Never taught what words could be,
Never shown how to set them free.
[Verse 3 — Honest, but hopeful]
Time crushed me, left rust and bone,
Called myself garbage, walked alone.
I was done, I whispered to the night,
I wanted to end it — then I found light.
No money, no problem — empty room,
No love, no problem — then I bloomed.
(soft vocal tag: "I’m still here")
[Final Chorus — Lifted]
I love when you call, I love when you stay,
I love when the morning breaks the gray.
I love when money keeps the lights,
I love when love rewrites the nights.
Though everything’s changing — I’ll still stand,
Reach for you with my trembling hand.
[Outro]
I want to go back, but time’s a blur,
I carry scars and lessons for her.
I love it — the pain, the tender part,
A stubborn spark inside my heart.
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