I stand and I sit I'm lost in a pit play someone tell me the reason for this I'm constantly trying constantly striving I strive to have health to better myself then I look at my life and I realize I'm twisted before it's too late I've got to win twisted dreaming and screaming and dying of flying dreaming of wombs inside my mother I broke through the water but where was my father can't hear my dad and that made me bad where the fuck was your home when I was alone sit like a rock but you never fucking came home I stand my shit I'm lost in the pit I wish you would have ignored it that Mom was a whore should do it again and again and again she lives her life to Jen and to sin to fuck as many minutes you can but I needed a dad to hold my hand to take me home walks to play in the sand we play in the park we're dressed like friends there's no way of knowing how much time we would spend but where were you wouldn't mind time for blue you left me with nothing you left me no clue you left me to sift through the lies and the truth the truth is I'll never see you again I was born without you I'll die alone in the end sure mom was there but all she did was bat her eyes open her thighs double D's super size no way of knowing how many guys that she let inside now can you hear me can you hear my cries