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Hi Jo 2 by Jolene

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Hi Jo 2 by Jolene - Acoustic Alt-Rock music cover art

Hi Jo 2

Acoustic Alt-Rock

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["Silk Vapees – The Afteright Totality"]
I spoke in soft. Hi Jo.
Back again at the clinic with chamomile tea.
And plastic smiles they called it wellness.
But the wall still whispered…
you told the truth in clean little sound bites.
My husband says even the kids don't love me.
Sometimes I hear voices that aren't mine.
They gave you a label, bipolar NOS,
like your pain had a barcode.
Jo, spoken bitter.
The psychologist smiled and said,
you don't have problems, you create them.
And you smiled back,
because screaming wasn't on the wellness agenda.
I remember trembling hands,
my voice down the shower drain.
Pills lined up like soldiers, dry mouth, dead eyes.
10 kilos heavier, no climax for a year.
Still wanted to die, still wanted to kill.
Jo, spoken.
Meanwhile at home, you said the children only tolerate you.
You made dinner, you disappeared, no one noticed.
Jo, melodic, eerie, but I loved you, Jo.
That thing inside, it knew your name.
It crawled beside your rage, it made you feel strong.
The voice, low male voice.
Spoken, you let me in, you call me comfort.
You wore me like armor, I was always here.
Waiting, Jo, melodic, rising.
Possession was easier to explain
than living with a man who erased your name.
You almost let me win.
Jo, spoken, calm, but you remembered your mother's voice.
The fire in your bones, the part of you who couldn't kill.
Jo, melodic, firm.
I am not your diagnosis, I am not your sheen.
I am not your vessel, I am not your vessel.