Fading in the Rearview 1 by adrix_c5

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Fading in the Rearview 1

adrix_c5

Emo Hip-Hop,Male Vocals

0:002:38
Lyrics
Description
[Intro]
Yeah…
I’ve been fallin’, fallin’…
Tryna outrun my mind but it’s stallin’, stallin’…
Mm… yeah…
[Hook]
I’ve been drownin’ in my thoughts, I can’t lie, it’s gettin’ deep (gettin’ deep)
Tryna smile up on the surface but my heart can’t even breathe (can’t breathe)
Everybody say they love me but I know they gonna leave (they leave)
So I’m cruisin’ through the night with all my demons in the seat (in the seat)
I keep runnin’ from the pain but it keeps chasin’ from the rearview (rearview)
Say I’m fine but that’s a lie, if I said the truth it’d scare you (scare you)
I’ve been searchin’ for myself, but every day I disappear too
Tell me why the ones who heal you always end up tryna tear you…
[Verse 1]
Late nights, dark room, starin’ at the ceilin’
Broken heart, bandaged up, but it still ain’t healin’
I don’t talk about my problems ‘cause they say I’m overfeelin’
But they never felt the pressure of a soul that’s barely livin’
I’ve been walkin’ with a shadow that’s the same size as my guilt
Every time I try to build, it’s like my happiness gets killed
I’ve been drinkin’ all my fears, poppin’ thoughts just like a pill
Hopin’ that it numb the past that keeps givin’ me the chills
I don’t wanna be a burden, I don’t wanna break again
I don’t wanna lose myself while tryna save all my friends
But I’m holdin’ on to ropes that are cuttin’ in my skin
Thinkin’ “maybe if I let go, all this hurt’ll finally end”
[Hook]
I’ve been drownin’ in my thoughts, I can’t lie, it’s gettin’ deep (gettin’ deep)
Tryna smile up on the surface but my heart can’t even breathe (can’t breathe)
Everybody say they love me but I know they gonna leave (they leave)
So I’m cruisin’ through the night with all my demons in the seat (in the seat)
I keep runnin’ from the pain but it keeps chasin’ from the rearview (rearview)
Say I’m fine but that’s a lie, if I said the truth it’d scare you (scare you)
I’ve been searchin’ for myself, but every day I disappear too
Tell me why the ones who heal you always end up tryna tear you…
[Verse 2]
Heart cold, ice veins, yeah they froze up in December
Tryna piece together memories my mind don’t wanna remember
Tryna numb it with distractions, but the pain still hits the center
Why my feelings last forever while my friendships gone like embers?
I’ve been lost, I’ve been low, I’ve been breakin’ on the low
I’ve been smilin’ for the crowds but when I’m home, nobody knows
I’ve been tryin’ to climb the ladder but I’m stuck between the rungs
Hear my heartbeat skippin’ beats like it’s tryna leave my lungs
I don’t wanna fade away, but I’m slippin’ by the second
I’ve been lookin’ for a blessing but my trauma block the message
If my tears could write a story, it’d be longer than my lessons
But I’m still holdin’ on, hopin’ one day I’ll get redemption
[Hook – Extended]
I’ve been drownin’ in my thoughts, I can’t lie, it’s getti