I know what it feel like, sit at that table Thinking you alone, but something always watching
There′s demons at the table when I sit down to eat They whisper one more time like it′s all that I need
Smile for the world but I′m dying inside Fighting every night just to stay alive
Chains on my soul but I′m breaking them links Every time I fall I get back on my feet
They thought I was lost I was finding my way Had demons at the table now they fading away
Sitting in silence bottle beside me Pain in my chest but nobody can find me
Voices get louder the darker the night Telling me ease up I know that′s a lie
Powder on mirrors reflection look broken Trying to breathe but I feel like I′m choking
World see a smile they don′t see the scars They don′t hear battles that echo in dark
Demon behind me I feel them breathing Feeding my doubt every second I′m grieving
Telling me you ain′t gonna make it this time But I′ve been fighting this war in my mind
Hands on my head like I′m losing control Trying to pray but I′m losing my soul
Every decision feel like a death I′m one bad move from my final breath
There′s demons at the table when I sit down to eat They whisper one more time like it′s all that I need
Smile for the world but I′m dying inside Fighting every night just to stay alive
Chains on my soul but I′m breaking them links Every time I fall I get back on my feet
They thought I was lost I was finding my way Had demons at the table now they fading away
Look in the mirror like who is that man Fighting his past with a shaking hand
I seen the devil I heard what he said Try to convince me I′m better off dead
But I remember them nights in the cold Sleeping outside with my heart full of holes
Nobody knew what I carried within Still I got up and I fought it again
You ain′t enough yeah I heard that before But I kicked down that spiritual door
I got a purpose I know who I am I′m not the past I′m the change and the plan
Demons still talking but I ain′t the same I started calling on God in the pain
Every step forward I feel something shift Chains getting weaker I′m starting to lift
There′s demons at the table when I sit down to eat They whisper one more time like it′s all that I need
Smile for the world but I′m dying inside Fighting every night just to stay alive
Chains on my soul but I′m breaking them links Every time I fall I get back on my feet
They thought I was lost I was finding my way Demons at the table now they fading away
Now it′s a different table than changed No more the same man that walked in with pain
Demons still there but they losing they grip I found my power I′m walking in it
Faith in my heart got a light in my chest Everyday breathing I′m feeling more blessed
Still got my scars but they telling my story From a rock bottom straight into glory
I do it for those who still stuck in the dark Who feel like they life just falling apart
You not alone yeah I know how it feel But what you fight it ain′t more than you will
So when you sitting and feel like you trap Remember it′s strength in the fact you can stand
Demons might pull but they can′t take your soul When you stand firm and take back control
There′s demons at the table when I sit down to eat They whisper one more time like it′s all that I need
Smile for the world but I′m dying inside Fighting every night just to stay alive
Chains on my soul but I′m breaking them links Every time I fall I get back on my feet
They thought I was lost I was finding my way Had demons at the table now they fading away