[Intro]
(Yeah, uh… yeah, yeah)
Drownin’ in my pain, can’t swim out (uh-huh)
Every night I pray, but the lights dim out (woo)
Voices in my head, they don’t chill out (grrah, grrah)
Told me keep it real, I’ma spill out (yeahhh)
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[Hook] (catchy, melodic – repeat twice)
Crash out, crash out, I don’t give a f*** who feel me (f*** it)
City cold as f***, but my soul still chilly (brrt)
I was down bad, nobody came near me (nah)
Now I’m on the rise, fake love look b****-made silly (facts, woo)
Crash out, crash out, heart froze, no healing (nah, nah)
Even when I smile, deep inside I’m bleeding (bleeding, yeah)
Say they got my back, but they change like seasons (switch)
I don’t trust s***, everybody got reasons (grrah, grrah)
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[Verse 1]
Lost my brother to the streets, I ain’t been the same (never)
Mama crying on the phone, tryna numb the pain (damn)
Writing letters to myself just to keep me sane (woo)
But the mirror looking back, don’t know who to blame (uh)
Riding in the night with my head low (skrrt)
Voices telling me to slide, let that f***ing lead go (grrah-grrah)
But the music saved my life, gave me breath though (yeah)
Still the devil in my ear, whisper “let go” (uh, uh)
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[Hook]
Crash out, crash out, I don’t give a f*** who feel me (nah)
City cold as f***, but my soul still chilly (woo)
I was down bad, nobody came near me (facts)
Now I’m on the rise, fake love look b****-made silly (grrah)
Crash out, crash out, heart froze, no healing (uh-huh)
Even when I smile, deep inside I’m bleeding (bleeding)
Say they got my back, but they change like seasons (switch)
I don’t trust s***, everybody got reasons (f*** ’em)
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[Verse 2]
They was never there when I needed handouts (never)
Now they see me up, tryna bring the plans out (woo)
Countin’ all my pockets, tryna map my standouts (uh-huh)
But they ain’t ride with me when the lights went blackout (facts)
Fake love, fake hugs, can’t feel that s*** (nah)
Pain deep in my chest, can’t heal that s*** (damn)
Tryna cover up scars, gotta seal that quick (yeah)
Demons in my head tryna peel back quick (grrah-grrah)
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[Bridge] (melodic switch-up, pain vibes)
I gave my all, they threw it away (away)
Fightin’ my thoughts, night into day (uh-huh)
Voices be telling me, “end it, don’t stay” (don’t stay)
but I gotta rise, can’t fade away (nahhh, nahhh)
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[Hook/Outro] (repeat x2, heavy ad-libs)
Crash out, crash out, I don’t give a f*** who feel me (f*** it, grrah)
City cold as f***, but my soul still chilly (brrt, woo)
I was down bad, nobody came near me (nobody)
Now I’m on the rise, fake love look b****-made silly (yeahhh)
Crash out, crash out, heart froze, no healing (no healing)
even when I smile deep inside I’m bleeding (bleeding,
uh-huh) Say they got my back but they change like seasons(switch,
woo) I don’t trust s*** everybody got reasons(grrah-grrah,
boom!)
