[Verse 1] Late nights, I'm staring at the ceiling cracks Every move I make just adds another to the stack Of mistakes I can't erase, can't rewind, can't take back I'm the problem in the room, yeah, I know that's a fact Tried to hold it all together but the seams keep splitting Every conversation turns into me admitting That I'm wrong again, I'm lost again, I'm barely living Just a shell of who I was, my mind won't stop its spinning [Pre-Chorus] I can feel it slipping through my fingers like sand Reaching out for something solid but there's nothing to grab Tell me how you do it, how you keep yourself intact 'Cause I'm drowning in the deep end and I'm not coming back [Chorus] I'm losing control, can't hold on no more Every time I try, I'm the one keeping score Of all the ways I fail, all the ways I fall I just need someone who can handle it all I'm losing control, slipping off the edge Can't trust my own mind, can't believe what it says Need somebody steady when I'm breaking apart 'Cause I can't control this feeling in my heart [Verse 2] They say it gets better but it's getting worse Every blessing that I touch turns into a curse I apologize for things I ain't even done first 'Cause I know eventually I'll make it hurt My emotions got me hostage, got me locked inside a cell And the key is somewhere buried where I can't even tell I'm screaming at the mirror but it doesn't help 'Cause the enemy I'm fighting is just myself [Pre-Chorus] I can feel it slipping through my fingers like sand Reaching out for something solid but there's nothing to grab Tell me how you do it, how you keep yourself intact 'Cause I'm drowning in the deep end and I'm not coming back [Chorus] I'm losing control, can't hold on no more Every time I try, I'm the one keeping score Of all the ways I fail, all the ways I fall I just need someone who can handle it all I'm losing control, slipping off the edge Can't trust my own mind, can't believe what it says Need somebody steady when I'm breaking apart 'Cause I can't control this feeling in my heart [Bridge] Maybe you could be the anchor when I'm drifting out to sea Maybe you could be the silence when it's getting loud in me I don't need you to fix it, just to hold me when it's real 'Cause I forgot what it's like to actually feel Something other than this weight that's pulling me below I'm tired of pretending like I got it, like I know How to navigate this chaos living in my chest I just need your hands to guide me, I'll handle all the rest [Chorus] I'm losing control, can't hold on no more Every time I try, I'm the one keeping score Of all the ways I fail, all the ways I fall I just need someone who can handle it all I'm losing control, slipping off the edge Can't trust my own mind, can't believe what it says Need somebody steady when I'm breaking apart 'Cause I can't control this feeling in my heart [Outro] I'm losing control... losing control I can't do this on my own, no, not alone I'm losing control... losing control Just need someone who knows, someone who knows