[Verse 1] Yeah, looking up in the sky And I'm wondering if there's God actually above me now Trying to think mildly right now, just graduate high school Just wondering if I know what is ahead of any of my life Understand my life, I just spit any circumstance Don't get my head, I just don't understand why I'm going for Spending and circuits that follows both shoulders Don't understand why he wants to get me under with a Guy that wants to see me from office temp Teachings that the devil keeps fun at me [Pre-Chorus] I don't really care what the devil's trying to do He can be 6 feet under me, I'm on top and stopping my feet over his head Trying to get to release my demons Day wasn't my identity, he wants me to fall apart God wants me to live with him in heaven and live eternity [Chorus] Life don't stand the devil, I don't want him, I don't mind my life Wondering how Peter walked with Jesus, is thinking of this Bible rhyme that's gone through my mind Just wondering how he does it, he's just a miracle worker Everybody knows that he is a true one God I know that he died rose on 3rd day So my life is like a fast ride that hard and constantly that keeps driving and nothing can stop it Yeah yeah, honestly that with this feeling harder when I'm chasing, chasing this [Verse 2] Just turn off my mind, think that I can find Some work that I can grind, make memories that I can find in mind Open the dreams that I find, don't define Thinking that I have time to spend my life on positive things in my life And except lifting a knife trying to tear me down I don't understand where I'm headed, but I know these lies defy me All I want to get to me thinking that I'm stronger than the lies Open the dreams that I wanna come true, let the door open now I wanna drink that I wanted lies kept up by me when I wanted to rap I know that sounds crazy to you, but it wanted me to be a rapper [Pre-Chorus 2] So all these lies and my thoughts and on my head are crazy to me I've been going down this road all my life and all these lies will die Hoping that I get freedom from Bobby's advice in my head Trying to think this road, I can get out of my head I don't understand myself sometimes, you only need somebody That can help us understand what we're going through and help [Bridge] Call my buddy, Bobby, come over and hang out with me You can watch television and help me try with the thoughts Trying to get him hold on, I don't understand what's going on Why won't it be this person battle, obviously to find me I just don't get it anymore, they just want me dead, they just want me hurt What am I supposed to do, I'm just running the other direction? I can't do anything about it [Chorus] Keep chasing, chasing, chasing, don't know when I'm chasing I just go up the hill, thinking there's something up, there's not And I get lost in the moment in my mind Nobody else knows the structure in my mind And I don't understand what we're supposed to do Going left and right, up-and-down in circles Now I don't get my thoughts anymore [Outro] You think this is a game, then you really are not a person that I want to be with You just gotta leave my door open and leave my house