Verse 1.
I don't like to be watched.
I don't like to be vulnerable.
I don't like what happened, I don't like it when it happens— oh no, oh no, oh no I can feel my breath slipping away, I can't let it extend, I don't care.
I can't care.
I have to do it, I have to finish, I can't stop, I need to keep going I have to keep goin—
Verse 2:
I run, my throat aches, my lips turn blue and my vision gets scraped,
My fingers are twisted, won't let me grip, won't let me finish.
Where am I? What is happening?
How am I here if I was there?
Was I there or was I that far?
Was i—
Bridge:
Deep breath! They all scream.
Deep breath! Like if it's a choice.
Deep breath! Like if I can force it out?!
Chorus:
I fall down, my knees hurt. Where am I? I can't feel my legs. I can't see.
What am I grabbing? Is it the floor? Is it the wall?
Am I lying down or am I lying to myself?
Verse 3:
I'm fine, I just have to close my eyes, everything will be alright,
My mouth is now closed, or is it open?
Definetly closed.
I just have to inhale, Inhale, inhale, inhale, Inhale inhale inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale, inhale—
Verse 4:
I can't inhale, I cannot think, I have a mouth but I can't scream.
I have a body but I can't move.
I have eyes but I can't see.
Am I bleeding? Did I hit my lips?
Or is it my nails?
Where are my nails?
Why are they gripping so hard?
I can't feel my body.
I can't feel any relief.
Bridge:
Deep breath! They all scream.
Deep breath! Like if it's a choice.
Deep breath! Like if I can force it out?!
Chorus:
I fall down, my knees hurt. Where am I? I can't feel my legs. I can't see.
What am I grabbing? Is it the floor? Is it the wall?
Am I lying down or am I lying to myself?
Verse 5:
I raise my chest but no air fills in, I raise my stomach but no air fills in.
All I see is black, all I feel is pain.
I want to breathe, I need to breathe, I cannot stop, I cannot let it win.
Verse 6:
I feel my eyes flutter, am I looking up, down, right, left, forward?
All I can do is keep on the ward, keep on the wall, keep up the pain, keep up the force, I won't faint. I won't let myself, I can't faint I don't want to
Bridge:
Deep breath! They all scream.
Deep breath! Like if it's a choice.
Deep breath! Like if I can force it out?!
Chorus:
I fall down, my knees hurt. Where am I? I can't feel my legs. I can't see.
What am I grabbing? Is it the floor? Is it the wall?
Am I lying down or am I lying to myself
Verse 7:
Please help me I'm scared, I keep crawling back, I feel the wall, is it the wall? Why is no one there as my wall? Why I'm alone, I feel like dying, I think I'm dying, I don't want to die I don't want to, please I beg you—
Bridge:
Deep breath! They all scream.
Deep breath! Like if it's a choice.
Deep breath! Like if I can force it out?!
Chorus:
I fall down, my knees hurt. Where am I? I can't feel my legs. I can't see.
What am I grabbing? Is it the floor? Is it the wall?
Am I lying down or am I
