[Verse 1] Yuh, stop all these questions flooding my mind. Wanting me to question my whole fucking life. Over and over this happens again. In the back of my mind, deep within. Its driving me crazy thinking these thoughts. Will it just stop this shit is alot, im constantly going, oh shit i forgot. yuh I'm holding my head between my legs screaming at voices to go away. Talking their shit as i fall and decay, into the dark, is where I lay. It's where I stay. Nobody save me Nobody try, just leave me alone soo nobody dies. The demon inside takes me for a ride controlling my thoughts distorting the time. Something is wrong I dont remember what happend. I keep Blacking out, and awaken to madness. Yuh [Verse 2] What the fuck is going on? was i cursed in this life? Lost as a kid just wanting to die. Still I survived, I'd learn to adapt, throughout the years I learned to fight back. The war has been long even though I've been strong it'll never stop fighting me until I am gone. Fuck [Chorus ] These meds keep me calm and hold back the demons, they quiet the voices so I don't believe them. I'm trying and trying everyday is struggle. I'm dying inside consumed in the rubble, A bubble of sadness with my hate contained, it's going to pop and I'll fry my brain, I'll go insaine, confused in flames I'll feel no pain And let the blood rain yuh [Bridge ] Nothing will stop me I'll lose all controll I'll stop being me as its eats me whole. So what the fuck matters , nobody cares. Nobody's listening, Nobody's there. Not even God or i'd prey right now. I'd get on my knees and beg somehow, aye [Outro ] stop all the madness I'm going insaine, just reach in my head and take out my brain. Take out the reason's im always in pain, drained and confused unable to speak. Im feeling so weak my will has run dry so blacken the sky and turn the moon red it's only a matter of time before you wind up dead.