I saw you standing there,
under the cherry tree in spring,
the light caught your hair,
and my heart forgot how to breathe.
You smiled like nothing mattered,
while my whole world shattered.
Your voice was sweet like a song,
but the echo felt so wrong.
I reached for you too fast,
like chasing clouds that never last.
And when our hands didn't meet,
I tasted love—
bitter, incomplete.
You were sunlight in disguise,
a soft lie wrapped in sunrise.
I was seventeen and blind,
thinking love was always kind...
Sugar melts but pain remains,
you sweetened lies then left the stains.
Smiling while you watched me fall,
guess I never knew you at all.
You said love’s like a fairytale,
but all I read was betrayal.
I built you a sky from broken glass—
nnow I bleed while you're free at last.
Dead phone, cold tone,
guess I’m better off alone.
But the silence screams your name
and I’m stuck in this stupid game…
Yeah I gave you war, you wanted peace,
I burned it down, no sweet release.
You held my heart like it was trash,
I turned soft, now I want the crash.
Boom—! Rage in my chest,
you looked cute, but you knew best.
Played me like a game on cheat mode,
left me in a glitch on dead road.
First love? Nah, first cut.
I laughed then choked—shut up!
This pain ain't poetic, it's war,
and I ain't your toy no more.
But damn—why do I miss it still?
The way you'd smile and kill my will.
You were poison dipped in gold,
and I drank like I was sold.
Now I rap to heal the burn,
your lesson's cold, but I learn.
I’m not broken, just remade—
love’s a knife, and I got played.
Don't ask me to care again.
Your love was cheap, so was the end.
Plastic words, empty kiss—
I don't miss what never did exist.
Go play your drama somewhere else.
I’m not a toy on your shelf.
Hearts break, people lie,
whatever. I won’t even try.
Your “forever” had a timer.
Cold hands, no fire.
I watched you leave, felt… nothing.
Guess that says everything.
But still... I remember the warmth,
the way your smile reached the storm.
Even if you hurt me deep,
I see the light I used to keep.
Even if the sugar burned,
even if the pages turned...
My heart, though bruised and torn,
still wonders if you ever mourn.
'Cause I loved you in my own way,
quietly, day after day.
And even if we broke apart—
you still echo in my heart.
My first love was chocolate bittersweet,
left a scar, but I still repeat.
Even now, it stains my soul,
a flavor I can't control.
It melted slow, then turned to ice,
a perfect wound, a deadly slice.
But still I'd take another bite,
just to feel that wrong turn right.
You were my sin and salvation,
my sweetest devastation.
Even if it breaks me once more,
i'd knock again on your closed door.
So if you ever hear this song—
don't know I've loved you all along.
My first taste of you was pain,
but I'd choose it...
again and again.
