[Verse 1] That day my whole world turned to black and white. You never came home, I was all alone, it was my darkest night. I gave up all hope, you gave me the rope, I was ready to die. It was the worst, everything hurt, because I knew for months you had lied. I had a feeling, and my heart was right, you had already made up your mind. But I went back through the chats and until August 13th in fact you acted like we were just fine. Sending me love and affection through text, I didnt expect, what would happen next, even before you left your love didnt feel right. [Verse 2] Then came our last fight, but you baited me, we both drank to much but that's what you want, so you can paint me as the bad guy and I know you could see the perfect exit strategy arise. God placed his hand on my heart, I started to cry because he had already shown me your betrayal I didn't need to see with my eyes. He said, it's okay child, I know that you tried. I broke into pieces, I shattered like glass. Until I accepted the fact, that you're not coming back. [Chorus ] So I picked myself up, and threw your love and all my fears in the trash. I know The Lord will protect me from you and the devil's attacks. God lives in my heart, between the space in the cracks. Showing me mercy, when I wanted to crash. I said please Lord, pull me from the fire and ash. [Verse 3] He said all you have to do is ask, for forgiveness and truly repent. I said how can I? With this much hate and a heart full of sin. Just trust me, he said, and let the healing begin. I'll rid you of your pain, don't let it eat you alive. Let go of the beast, release the Man thats inside. The heart of a warrior and the mind of a saint. I'll feast with the kings, you can eat with the fakes. [Bridge ] Please take care of yourself, I hope he's patient or else you just be right back in hell but with a whole different man in a shell, look inside you, it wasn't me that you hate but You closed the door, so your heart could be saved. Which opened the door, for me to find faith. So I thank you for that and the memories we made. Beauty I'll love you, until the end of my days. [Outro ] I just pray, the Lord is keeping you safe. Live a new life loving his face but it will never be mine you miserable snake. When the realization hits you, you heart wont be ok. But I still hope to see you in heaven one day, you will make it, as long as you can stay out of the flames.