my birthday is in less than an hour and an hour and a half.
my car broke yesterday so i can't just be walking to the gas station since i'm in this hickville ass town.
i'm bout to get tatted, my whole fucking side bout to get inked colors creating light and shade.
lines and dimensions. blasphemous and disastrous up my side from hip to nip.
damn near pelvis to chest. i'm living in cousin fucking and brother and sister sucking ass meth capital arkansas.
they really super duper church style round a bitch so this tat should go over as well as i imagine.
i don't give a fuck or put much thought into you simple minded fools ideas thoughts theories or ideals regarding religion cuz it don't make sense.
you really think god and the devil love and evil is two different peeps? here's a shocker for you.
they ain't two different peeps. they ain't even 1 people or one person. the god and the devil is 1 entity living inside all of us.
each of us. you and me. me and you. you and i. low and high, dark and light. we all good and bad. love and evil.
light and dark. every single one of us. and anyone everyone that disagree like the church fat bitch claiming " no sir, bless your heart shug. i am a lady of god and i am all good and love".
nah bitch i'm telling you now you a hateful ass hoe and i know damn well you would sacrifice and entire village of folks to save your fat ass.
you will sacrifice so many to save your hateful self. so many good people that live and survive and their purpose seems to be only to help others not for profit or to be robbing but to help them and only help them and only help them to help them.
no ulterior motives or ill intentions. that's why i'm getting this tat. i am god. i am the devil. i am a gay 69. or a non gay 69.
i am ying-yang. i am love and evil. the difference between you and i is i ain't no fronting ass lying ass hiding ass bitch.
i put my dark out in the light for everyone to see.
i'm a fucking ball of energy!
i am changing and becoming something else or something more with each passing day!
forced to experience and analyze every emotion, forced to imagine the absolute best and worst of humanity!
my mind has shown me things you fools could or would never know!
forced to survive, continue, live life, adapt evolve and grow!
i'm still here and i'm still pumping my chest telling bitches come at me!
don't fuck with me, don't fuck with a survivor like me. i survive at the absolute minimum. but i don't do shit minimum.
i fuck no hoes named glitter or cinnamon. i fuck chubby bitches named brown sugar or toasted cinnamon.
tasting bitches like toast with brown sugar and cinnamon. i been fighting my natural me, my natural impulses and my natural core to be evil and show you pecker heads evil you eli roth and wes craven could never fathom.
an evil that is very uniquely mines and only mines. but i been fighting this since i can remember to be good do good show love spread love genuinely
i'm still here and i'm still pumping my chest telling bitches come at me!
