[Intro – Spoken, rough]
Yeah…
You see me standin’, but you don’t know the fight inside.
Every breath is struggle, every step feels broken.
This pain’s real — no lies, no hiding.
(808s heavy, hi-hats tight, snares sharp)
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[Hook / Chorus]
Pain cuts deep, it won’t let go,
Lost in dark but I still show,
Pushed to the edge but I’m still here,
Back from the edge — clear and fierce.
They broke me down, tried to kill my fire,
Fake friends played me, left me tired.
Got kicked out of college, lost my way,
Back from the edge — I’m here to stay.
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[Verse 1]
Two years fighting, asking for help,
Ignored every call, trapped in myself.
Hereford was supposed to be fresh,
But they crushed my hope, left me messed.
I walked in with my head held high,
But they treated me like a lie.
Fake smiles, pushed into things I didn’t want,
Manipulated, used, left to haunt.
Pushed and pulled, never had control,
Felt like I lost my very soul.
Pain cuts deep — can’t believe it’s real,
Trapped in this nightmare, no way to heal.
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[Hook / Chorus]
Pain cuts deep, it won’t let go,
Lost in dark but I still show,
Pushed to the edge but I’m still here,
Back from the edge — clear and fierce.
They broke me down, tried to kill my fire,
Fake friends played me, left me tired.
Got kicked out of college, lost my way,
Back from the edge — I’m here to stay.
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[Verse 2 – Why the fuck they kicked me out?]
Why the fuck they kicked me out?
No crime, just broken down, full of doubt.
Mental health crushed but I kept my fight,
Strugglin’ daily just to see the light.
Got pushed, controlled, never my own,
Manipulated till my soul felt gone.
Fake friends smilin’, knives in my back,
Left me bleeding, caught in their trap.
Told me who to be, forced my hand,
Pushed into shit I couldn’t stand.
Scared, alone, but they shut the door,
No help, no care — left on the floor.
College turned cold when I needed warmth,
Judged and rejected like I did harm.
No second chances, just shut out fast,
Left with scars and a shattered past.
All this pain, all this fight,
Still standin’, still holdin’ tight.
But why the fuck they kicked me out?
No reasons given — just silence and doubt.
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[Hook / Chorus]
Pain cuts deep, it won’t let go,
Lost in dark but I still show,
Pushed to the edge but I’m still here,
Back from the edge — clear and fierce.
They broke me down, tried to kill my fire,
Fake friends played me, left me tired.
Got kicked out of college, lost my way,
Back from the edge — I’m here to stay.
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[Verse 3]
I learned to live on my own,
Cold streets, no place to call home.
This pain is real, it’s hard to feel,
numb to the world, can’t heal.
Feel like I let down my own,
sinking fast, lost and alone.
could I have stopped it? Don’t know,
pain’s a weight I can’t let go.
smoke and drugs don’t fix the stress,
fake relief nothing less.
don't wanna feel like this anymore.
don't wanna feel like this anymore.
don't wanna feel like this anymore.
don't wanna feel like this anymore.
don't wa
