[Intro – Whispered / Spoken over dark piano]
Yeah…
Another night, another war inside my head.
I keep breaking, but He keeps calling me back.
Ashes to ashes…
but still, light finds me.
[Verse 1 – NF x Polo G vibe: storytelling rap]
I’ve been wrestling with silence, fighting shadows in my sleep,
Demons tryna drag me down, I’ve been drowning in the deep.
Everybody sees the smile, but don’t know the price I pay,
Tears behind these lyrics, scars I cover every day.
Mama prayed I’d find my way, but I got lost inside the pain,
Chasing crowns that turned to dust, running circles in the rain.
Life ain’t black-and-white, it’s gray, in the fire I remain,
But I hear a whisper, “Son, you’re more than your chains.”
[Hook – Juice WRLD x XXX melodic pain]
Oh my God, don’t let me fade,
I’ve been lost, I’ve been afraid.
Tears keep falling, nights turn cold,
But Your love still won’t let go.
Take this hurt, take my shame,
Wash me clean in holy rain.
Even broken, still I pray,
Oh my God… don’t walk away.
[Verse 2 – Dax x Juice WRLD: emotional wordplay + melody switch]
Rhymes inside my head, but they feel like cries for help,
I’ve been bleeding on these pages just to find my truest self.
Every bar’s a therapy, every line’s a prayer I send,
Tryna stitch my broken spirit with the ink inside this pen.
Yeah, the crowd can cheer my name, but they can’t feel my scars,
Money never bought me peace, just expensive broken parts.
So I drop down on my knees, Lord, I lay it at Your feet,
If I lose this world, I pray Your grace is what I keep.
[Bridge – Soft / Painful, XXXtentacion vibe]
(Low voice, almost crying)
I can’t breathe in the silence…
Can’t heal if I hide this…
But I know You see through the pain,
Through the shame, through the rain…
[Verse 3 – NF x Polo G x Dax: heavy climax rap]
Yeah, I’ve been running from the mirror, I’ve been hiding from the truth,
Tryna medicate the pain with the poison of my youth.
I was blinded by the fame, I was chasing empty crowns,
But the higher that I climbed, the faster I fell down.
Now I’m standing in the ruins, but I’m done with all the pride,
If I lose myself again, at least I know where to confide.
Faith is more than just a lyric, more than music, more than rhyme,
It’s the voice that pulled me out when I was buried deep in time.
So I’ll fight through all the demons, I’ll sing louder than my doubt,
If the darkness tries to drown me, I know God will pull me out.
This is more than just survival, it’s redemption in the flame,
I was ashes, now I’m rising, and I’ll never be the same.
[Final Hook – Full energy, layered vocals, anthem]
Oh my God, don’t let me fade,
I’ve been lost, I’ve been afraid.
Tears keep falling, nights turn cold,
But Your love still won’t let go.
Take this hurt, take my shame,
Wash me clean in holy rain.
Even broken, still I pray,
Oh my God… don’t walk away.
[Outro – Whispered / Piano fades out]
Yeah…
Ashes to ashes, pain to light.
I was gone, but You gave me life.
I’m home.
